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Fuaite isteach sa Domhan

The Morrígan claws at the hollow of your throat: A hard insurrection of spit and salt. Your hair is a thicket of night, heavy and uncombed, A dark, tangled fleece where the old gods go to hide. You are the girl the peat could not finish, Dredged up, heavy and shimmering with black water, More visceral than the dry myths they traded at the altar. Your skin is limestone worn to velvet by the Atlantic: A softness achieved through the violence of the tide. It is the same grey miracle of your breathing, Skin worn down by the grit of the struggle, By the friction of the laws and the clinical stares, Until only this impossible tenderness remains. I sink into the weight of your thighs, Those white pillars where the Cailleach left her thumbprints, Broad and certain, a geography I claim with my mouth. The clinic was a cold stone, a winter without a fire. They wanted you quiet, a specimen in a jar, But here the Bog Queen rises in the dark, Thighs like white thorns, a mouth like a wound. I find th...
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Ar Scáth na nDeor

The Lee is a black gut, a slick trench of ancient silt where the tide comes to die against the concrete,  and I love it for its refusal to be clean. I love this city for its damp, rebellious lungs and the way it exhales salt and coal dust over the docks. The rain is a communal levy we pay in shivering bones and the slow rot of damp wool,  a grey currency that buys us the right to belong to the mud. Look at the Northside. Look at how the hills crowd the river like a mob waiting for the word. She brings the city in with her. The grime of the Quays is a fine silt in the creases of her elbows,  a salt-crust on the new architecture of her neck. She stands in the centre of a room that smells of cheap gin  and the sharp, clinical sting of the vial on the bedside table. A small, glass insurrection. The skin is a graft. It is a borrowed coat that has finally begun to pulse with the heat of her own blood,  smelling of the sharp, metallic tang of hormones and the sweet, he...

Ash on Tongue

 This is for the phallic monument built on a foundation of female teeth. This is for the patriarchal idiocy that confuses a biological urge with a mandate to govern. This is for the leaking vessel of senile lust in the White House. This is for the walking autopsy held together by the starch of state secrets and the grey fluid of the unprotected. He doesn’t just sniff the hair of the future. He licks the sweat from the brows of the condemned to see if the meat is seasoned enough for the slaughter. This is for the geriatric infection presiding over a hospice of empire. This is for the dark bile of every drone strike swirling in his gut like a toxic weather system. He is the grandfather of the mass grave and you are the ones who keep the oxygen flowing into his necrotic lungs. This is for the glowing colostomy bag of the television. It leaks the image of the celebrated predator into your living room. This is for the fighter in the centre of the ring. A god for the boys who want to be ...

I think all my friends are from Tir Na Nóg

For Caffy I think all my friends are from Tir na nóg the sideways people with a silver branch in their hands the ones who don’t quite fit the skin they were born in sitting on the edge of a western sea on another planet of water where the tea is brewed from the dew of the hazel of wisdom And the sugar we share is the crushed bone of a dead empire. We are looking out over to Rocklands where the grey stones are beginning to breathe and the moss is whispering secrets to the soles of our boots. They are the rulebreakers the ones who forgot how to tell the time on an iron clock The artists who paint with the sap of the rowan tree the outsiders with wings tucked under their thrift store coats. I see them, and I see the Tuatha Dé Danann drinking cold coffee and talking about the moon. they lean back Changelings left in the crib of the city there to remind the concrete how to dream carrying the health of Tír na mBeo in their marrow while the rest of the world decays in the grey light. An other...

Digital Magdalene

 Five thousand blazers in a single quad. A sea of wool and cold entitlement. The weight of five thousand men standing on the chest of one girl. We can hear the ribs snapping under the pressure of the endowment. The alumni. The legacy. The Board of Governors. The organisation. They are not anomalies. They are the curriculum. They are the architecture. The porcelain cold of the dormitory floors where the secret is ironed into the sheets. We cannot breathe under the sheer volume of the share. They starch the collars to hide the bite marks. They use the Latin for reputation to bury the English for rape. The news calls it a guest commentary. We call it the logistics of a war zone. The Kansas City Star is just one witness in a global organisation of silence. Editorial cowardice as a form of active participation. The opinion is a bandage on a decapitation. The ink is a bribe. The paper is a shroud. CNN uncovers the hidden world. Sixty two million visits in a single month. Motherless dot c...

If Jesus Was Real.

  If Jesus was real, he would not arrive in a halo of soft focus. He would be a postcode in a rubble-strewn district of the Levant. A wet rattle of grey dust returning from the ruin of a Gazan high-rise. An Arab man with the dirt of the occupation under his fingernails. The genealogy of the dispossessed written in the sweat on his brow. He would be the immigrant stumbling through the Kentish surf. Lungs a heavy sponge of salt and oil and death. A stateless ghost in a high-vis world that only counts the dead. What if he returned as Hind Rajab? Six years of light extinguished in the back of a black Kia. Surrounded by the cold metal of his own people’s ghosts. Screaming into a dead phone line while the tanks hummed their low mechanical hymn. The red machinery of the heart stopped by a precision strike. No angels came to the rescue. Only the dial tone and the smell of scorched upholstery. A child’s blood staining the map of a promised land. What if he was the miscarried hope in a water...

This Isn't Normal

They voted today in the Knesset to kill Palestinian children legally,  and Ben Gvir handed out sweets, Let me say that again they handed out sweets, they handed out sweets, they handed out fucking sweets, like it was a birth, like his wife just pushed out something worth celebrating, passed candy hand to hand, sugar dissolving on tongues while the law passed, making murder clean, making murder parliamentary, making murder something you can taste,  But this isn't new, this is the echo, this is the rope still swinging. 1930, Mandatory Palestine,  Fuad Hijazi, Ata al-Zeer, Mohammad Jamjoum, hanged in Acre prison by the British, their necks snapping, clean, legal, parliamentary.  The British measured the drop, calculated the weight, made sure the neck would break, not strangle, efficient, humane,  that's what they called it, humane hanging. for resisting occupation.  Then they hung more than 100 Palestinians,  kept the rope warm,  kept the gallows bus...